Pivoting

Early in my professional career I found myself in a constant battle with outsourcing. As soon as I got wind that my role was to be outsourced I would start looking around for the next opportunity and master the skills required quickly. I would then have a period of both starting my new role while handing over the last one.

This kept happening so I would “up” my game. I moved from being a manual tester to test automation learning various tools and programming languages along the way. Yet outsourcing kept pace. I next moved from test automation to performance testing. I not only had outsourcing to contend with but now I was competing with automation frameworks that were replacing the need for actual testers.

I kept this up for many years specialising in specific frameworks, tools, and having a broad range of test skills. I even stepped into security testing becoming a penetration tester but then I found myself up against pentesters who had certified in India for a fraction of the cost and that could undertake the work remotely for less than the cost of living here. So I switched again from freelance to employee switching to domain expertise. Now I found myself up against AI.

AI and ML is offering companies a faster, cheaper way to detect bugs and identify UI/UX issues, and to offer improvements based on real-time analysis of how users are using the software or service under test.

It can be disheartening when you see your profession slowly being reduced to a computer program, but such is the nature of the industry, and I’ve enjoyed the journey and everything I learned along the way. You have to keep learning and evolving in order to stay in the game or face being made obsolete.

Intro

I’ve endured three decades of working as a professional for CEOs, MDs, boards, and entrepreneurs. I’ve been shouted at, threatened, and generally treated badly as if they owned you just because they are paying you a consultancy fee. It’s been high stress, anxiety-ridden, and sometimes depressing work at times. Not always, but sometimes. And it leaves you either hardened or broken, or somewhere inbetween. With multiple mental health issues all combining to make a party in your head. One that you did not want to be invited to.

Therapy helps, CBT gives you tools to cope, but embracing life and realising that not everyone and everything is out to get you or to make your life hard helps too. It’s all about your mindset, with mindfulness, journalling, and just going for a walk. It may take a little time but you’ll get there. Soon you’ll learn how to find your way through and to even embrace the wild rain.